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Haven't slept tonight. Tired but still wide awake. I want to disappear into nothingness but at the same time I want to scream at the top of my lungs so the whole world sees me.

I've talked about patterns before and here's one more. Every word, every emotion. Cold as ice but at the same time manage to lie some more. I'm sick and tired of this. It hurts. And revenge is a headline of this do almost exactly what happened before but reversed. Thanks. Like I wasn't feeling bad already. Everyone makes mistakes.

I always wondered what it would be like to end up in the hospital.