i don't know what's waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. i hope it's a bog box of chocolates but i fear for the worst. i don't want to feel this way. every time i see/hear or even when someone mentions your name i hope for the best and fear for the worst. i don't know what you are doing and i know i can't control you and that's something i don't want to either. i just wanna be able to trust you. to see right in those beautiful eyes of your and trust every look, every glans and i want to hear your voice and believe every word that comes out. i can't change the past but i can change the future. i'm just hoping you're willing to do the same.