say this, think that and do this. my head spinning round so hard my head hurts. why can't i just see clearly and accept what has happened? that's right because i'm afraid. i'm afraid of getting stabbed in the back. i'm tired of all the explanations and conversations about it. prove it if you really mean it. you say that your a terrible person and i can't agree more but i'm in love with you is that so hard for you to understand? i love you! you say you love me back but why do you go skrew it up all the time then? it's doesn't show me that you care about me or even think about what i'm going to be feeling when i figure it out or when you tell me about the things you've been doing. you say it's better that the truth comes out soner that later no matter what, even if you'll lose that person forever you'll say it anyway. soon you will lose. me. forever.