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I'm seeing your face, how your eyes are telling a story that I don't understand.

I'm hearing everything you've said to me, everything I believed in.

I'm hurt but I can manage to fell a tear even thou my eyes wants to release a flood.

I'm feeling envy that she gets you when I don't.

I'm screaming at the top of my lungs, but no one seems to care or listen for that matter.

I'm trying to start over but everything I do or see or hear reminds me of you somehow.

I'm sitting here awake in the middle of the night thinking of you.. You, you, you no f*cking else but you. And I just want to stop but I can't and that scares me. Because if I can't stop how will I move on or just a baby step like not blaming myself for this. That I should have known what I was getting myself into before hand. But guess what I'm only human for godssake!