when you win you always get a price but when you lose your left with nothing. you could have given it all but that doesn't change the fact that you lost. you could have put everything you owned into it but it still doesn't matter. you lost and that's something you just have to deal with. but you have to get back on the saddle again because otherwise you'll never have the tiniest chance of winning. you get back stronger and more determind. not being shy and afraid of it might happen again. be brave and achive something istead of being a coward.